last two semester, l only managed to tog 3.5 for my gpa, i just can't believe it, i do struggle almost everyday i read books, i do revision, but then it's not my luck yet.

but then, unfortunately, the university for the first time ever have provide the wireless for the student. i could say why only this year it have been started. please at least do not let me felt..
" aku nk grad br ade eerk.." but then i still used it without any doubt.. especially it's free for student and i could surf the internet in my bedroom. No need to go down and up to get the free public one.

hence, i am still studying. but on that time facebook is the most important thing.chatting whole day, be a chef at cafeworld make me stop studying and play around. so i started to scared if i could'nt manage my study but then still ..still in front of lappy and enjoy the game..

hahah the day is come, finally the result is out.. and i got 3.74 yeah !! improve right even thought facebooking everyday.. so i just can say it's just my luck..

thank you ALLAH,, for the blessed full thank you for the help at least i still can stand out of there with a smile.. :P

i wonder how far can i go .. i started with a dream.. yet it is still a dream to be complete by me. i wonder am i still dreaming? the old.. very old.. dream..i never had a dream come true... so if this dream become true one fine day.. will be the best moment for me for sure... i am still counting the days.. how many days left.. scared to the exam that i will take at the end of march.. still shivering to speak..still scared to open my mouth.. still like stupidos that don't know what to do.. may ALLAH help me.. oh my lord.. i am really depending on you.. i know that i am not good enough.. but then i really tried my best to do so. theres my hope. that's my dream, both i want to succeed it doesn't matter if it may take different ways different path. but as long as i success, it's okay.. :)

supposed to if we already studying at U... our english must be superb... but that's not 100% truth babe...and it's not proven by any research or anything.. but trough my experienced and me as the subject matter... i cant even master this languange even i already can be called as adult.." tua ..."... i cant imagine if i'm stii want to futher my degree i need to fluent or at least have courage to speak.. it's difficult.. and lots of grammatical error for sure...that's not including the spelling..hehehe wonder what will i get for this sem.. hsikkk scared to death.. :(

fisrt time i know something about coloring hair it was the time i am still young and stupido...but then all the new things ..it happened and happened,..we couldnt stop it.. bcoz it is what we want to do.. i coloured my hair before.. but it not really shining and fully coloured since we do it in the guilty feeling.. and as we know that it prohibited from our religion.. but then.. all those memory is past .. few years ago... now .. after syura launch new product for muslim coloured their hair..at that tyme my mom wanna cut her hair and .. suddenly she coloured her hair too.. so i think.. o my god this is the opportunities to colourefd my hair too..:) and i end up coloured my hair.. what i like to do the most.. ..:P

it's getting worst...? it is...?hahaha.. lately ... exactly last 3 weeks... almost everyday ...avery night axtually...i felt like my stomouch is having a worm...moving and playing aroung my womb... what the right.... but day by day.. it getting worst because i felt hurt anyway..it hurts me..i couldnt stand it... always put some "minyak' wish it will getting better... but then.. nothing change...seing others happy woth someone love them ..care about them... do complete what ever they want.. make me feel jealosy and a liltle sad... not because im alone... i have my parents... i do have sibling... and 2 nieces who always make me got headache for sure...but then is this feel is kind of the lonely feeling... i am the lonely loner.. :)

i cant believe that i need to stay up... most of my days staying up.. and look at the books.. and not to forget my lappy and of cos... but then i felt like.. oh god .. i culdnt stand it anymore.. i just need rest... after human resource paper ends... i ddint feel relief or what.. just feeling the kind of happy may be.. o yeah ..i didnt update for quite a long tyme... continue the last story about the cgpa's ..guys u know what happened to all of us.. becos of the muLot masin.. we all still managed to get dean list..even mira get dean list for the first time ever... but then 3 of us get same cgpa.. and it oon the par...3.5 for us.. get ... ' try to get better this tyme.. the sem will end in two weeks more.. sayonara.. :P

today is the day that i really wanted it to be... really want this day come.. and today already end few minutes ago...i feel relief..satisfied and calm...smile..eat alot..talking bluff....im really happy...my dad bought the iphone..1 for him and another 1 for my mama.. she really xcited,..coz she can use to recite alquran with the translate.. high of technology...full of mitery... cant imagine that i already play games using that iphone.. how ever it quite expensive....272727.99 yen...since my dad bought it at japan..:) i cant believe that im not going to malacca tomorrow but to low yat.. we are going to buy 2 laptops .. 1 for my lil sis and another for my lil bro..thanx to Allah...mam said she wanna give me 3k... to represent her thankfull.... ya Allah..thanx for everything... :)

in front of her.. i just smile even we never met for this 11 years.. ohooo just meet her at this ym or blogging... 1 of my schoolmate... my xclassmate is exactly...promise to go there with me.. but now im xcited for nothing... my gudness ... im pretty sure HE know about it better.,.. but im really hope that i could be there pls... with my fren mayb..

living in this world .. sometime can be hurt....but most of the time is happy ending.....i hope i could make it.. i want go to genting this saturday... but it will really make me tired since i need to rushing from kl to malacca then back to kl... hope it can be ...my entry become short ..muahaha

ye ker nothing to say.. to many things that i like to say..but when think about it again and again.. mad me become mad suddenly...? whay is that thing axtually?i didnt mention bout it yet? relative is part of family, of course i did not say it wrong bout how u used it to other people bye using " kite kan sedara" .... having a relative like this i rather than be alone in this world...aku mencik kamukk semua... kesian kat maid yang kene dera ...kuang ajo gile...