bismillahirrahman ni rahim, may ALLAH bless us all. i'm only a normal person. as human being sometimes i do makes mistakes. working with my parents such a very good memory i ever heard. to built the company from the start till now is not as easy as what we predict it should be. but alhamdullillah it turned out well. we going trough a lot actually, but this is the worst. sabotage i guest or it really our fault. but i always believe that ALLAH will help us till the end. it worst come to worst. i never ever imagine that it going to happen to us. may ALLAH give us strength. may ALLAH give us his bless. we struggling for this life for you but we end up turn you down. but i tried my best for always in the right path.pleased.:P

oh i wonder, since this semester started i already messy with everything, starting from the college till the class, everything is messy. i wonder, how i'm gonna to survive, there still at least 2 years to go? how it's going to be ends?

the new semester has started, and everybody looks really happy with the new semester and new status which is currently doing degree, after finishing our diploma . i got good news and also bad news,

the bad news is i only manage to get lower marks for MUET and the good news is i got an offer from Queen university Belfast. really thankful, i don't really think that my application will be accepted, but then yes it is.

Allah gives me something but HE also took something that cost me the same. So currently , i'm at this stage where i really want to go, but suddenly as i expected he didn't allowed me. I'm really frustrated when he say that, i really hope that he could at least say something to encourage me, but then he not.

but i'm really sure, Allah knows about it better, and there must be a reason why all this things happened. i just want HIM to show me the right path that i need to choose to avoid regretfulness in future.

hopefully it will not effect me after all. oh ALLAH , i really need your helps. Guide me, help me, concern about me and loves me a lot. and bless me too. i want to live in a better way where you do bless on me.

i already wrote long essay ever, but unfortunately because of error , it didnt get publish.. omg.. i wish i could save it first.... regards.. :P

i already wrote long essay ever, but unfortunately because of error , it didnt get publish.. omg.. i wish i could save it first.... regards.. :P

i already wrote long essay ever, but unfortunately because of error , it didnt get publish.. omg.. i wish i could save it first.... regards.. :P

i already wrote long essay ever, but unfortunately because of error , it didnt get publish.. omg.. i wish i could save it first.... regards.. :P

i already wrote long essay ever, but unfortunately because of error , it didnt get publish.. omg.. i wish i could save it first.... regards.. :P

i already wrote long essay ever, but unfortunately because of error , it didnt get publish.. omg.. i wish i could save it first.... regards.. :P

i already wrote long essay ever, but unfortunately because of error , it didnt get publish.. omg.. i wish i could save it first.... regards.. :P

i already wrote long essay ever, but unfortunately because of error , it didnt get publish.. omg.. i wish i could save it first.... regards.. :P